Kepo or Concerned?

Wow, so long i neglect my blog. Terlalu bz la. Too many things happened. I dunno where to start also.

After Qtr end, i managed to rest a little, then was busy with CNY and friends, party a little, kepo here and there and now sudah sakit. I've learned my lesson...sometimes when u are too nice and helpful, u ended up suffer for nothing. Never mind about being concerned or kind. I dun wanna elaborate. For now I am just too tired for anything. Been on MC for 2 days. I hope I'll be ok by tomorrow. So many things to do. I guess I'll have to take one step at a time la.

So many emails !! Finally sudah clear....I need my bed again. Well, dunno when i'll be back here and if I am ever gonna blog again.
Hope all is well for everyone. Take care.
Joez

Need more time

I wish there's more than 24 hours a day. There's so many things to do and so little time left. Maybe I have poor time management. Or I have too much expectations ? So pai seh….didn't even manage to update my blog on 2006 events and now already 2007. Chia lat.

And guess what ? It's quarter end again, so fast !! Well..if it's quarter end, I have to stop my beadwork…or do less. I haven't even started on my dad's training notes. Sometimes, there were 2 - 3 hours that I could slot in (since I dun sleep that early) but…my mind so tired…I just wanna lepak and browsed the newspapers. Even last nite, I spent around 2 hours reading Peter So's Face Reading :P

Then I couldn't sleep….last I checked the time…near to 6am !So payback - dark circle rings lo…. Cham or not.

Tomorrow onwards, will be super busy and working like robot again…and this will be continuous until Feb 2 midnight…then Feb 3, I will sleep at least 12 hours…so pls dun call me until at least Feb 3 after 4pm ok !

Until then…I need to pray hard !

Juru AutoCity Counfdown Fiesta 2007 | 29 till 31 Dec (12noon till midnight)

Hello hello...

Bring your family/friends/colleagues/children to Juru Autocity this Fri 29 Dec - Sun 31 Dec (12 noon till midnight)


Me and my friend's stall : Jo Nee

Costume jewelleries, handphone chains, decorative items, hairclips, etc

Visit : http://www.jo-nee.com/catalog/

Events including :
Art & Craft
Children Drawing & Colouring Contest
Kid's Eating Competition
Puzzle Contest
Adult's Eating Competition
AUTO-CITY Little Idol
Fancy Dress Contest (by McDonald's Juru DT)
High School Musical Dance
Fashion Show
Children Live Band - "Youngest Band" (Malaysia Books of Record 2005)
Penang Break Dance Championship 2006 by Alwin Chen & Crews
Family Telematch
Mountain Bike Demo
Paint Ball Competition
Special Guests/Artists Performance by Maxis (31 Dec 8pm on wards)
Countdown (11.59pm 31 Dec)
and many many more....

regards,
Joez 012-477 1525

Quick one

Aiyo…I am very pai seh….long time abandoned my blog. Almost forgot I own this blog :P
I know I know…u probably are sick of hearing me saying this, but still…it's the same old reason la….yup yup, I am Dead Busy !
I guess as long as I am still attach to my current company or job, I will always be busy.
In fact, I will be even busier next year.

This Sun is the sale again at Upper Penang Road. And tell u something…I still apa pun belum buat !! Chia lat or not ?
Gonna take 2 days leave, dun care liao. I so need some time to rest but I think 24 hours a day is not enough. I slept at 4.30am this morning…I wonder what time I get to sleep later…

Well….I will 'bertahan' and learn to relax once in a while.
Ok…gotta go make some beads….but first…need to find some food, very hungry.

So my dear blog…I'll drop by again, whenever time permits.

Friends...If u wanna support me, pls visit me at Upper Penang Road (Little Penang Street) this Sunday 10am - 6pm la.
Or call me 012-4771525.

Introducing Jo-Nee.com

It's nearly a month since I last update my blog. Gosh, I am dead tired and been super bz. I will even more busy in Dec, Jan and Feb. God, help me !

Dec, beads sale will be earlier - 17 Dec (due to X'mas and NY coming), pls go support me and my fren la - Little Penang Street at Upper Penang Road (10am to 6pm)

If you are busy / cannot go...then do visit here : www.jo-nee.com/catalog
I will try my best to update this whenever time permits.

I will also be busy drafting notes and helping my dad with his presentations.

Jan - Quarter end again (so soon hor?!)

I haven't really rest due to some big issues at work...very chuan, chia lat.

Well...until then....not sure when I can update here again.
Wish me luck :)

Over liao :)

Yahoo !! I am so happy ! Finally can rest and enjoy. I can have my life back ! Oh, btw, anyone who works mad like me...please make sure you watch "Click" ya. Dun worry, I am not like the guy, working damn hard every day and neglecting family. Luckily me only kena 4 times a year.

I am trying to see if my boss allow me to take a new role in my dept. It might not be better, but at least something different, supporting bigger group of Sales but narrowed down to less Line of Business (LOB). At least i dun have to face the same unappreciative grp of ppl.

I will be quite bz even though Qtr end over liao. Ah Chik, Ah Chim and their 2 sons are here. Will meet them for dinner with dad and Ah Seng Chik plus Sako & Mako. I most probably will go to work tomorrow & Wed. My leave is flexible. Actually wanted to rest whole week, but I dunno why, gatal...anyway, my temp's last day this Wed, so might as well go office and have a farewell for him la.

Ok, let me tell u what I did after Qtr ended last fri. I went back home already midnite. Too happy to sleep, glad my backlog did not exceed quota set. God has not failed me. Praise the Lord!
I lepak downstairs catching up with newspapers. Slept around 3am I think (cannot remember la).

Sat
Morning, 2 calls for dad - 1) A call to inform him an uncle in nursing home passed away 2) Kampar Rd aunty called but didn't leave mssg (i think she pai seh to wake dad up).
I SMSed dad coz I would still be sleeping when he wakes up, so better sms him to pass the mssg. And back to dreamland...waaa, no more Orders or backlog (hey, serious, I really had nightmare of my job!). Then Meow called me, 3pm, "Laksa, Laksa, eat Laksa!"
Aiyo, this Meow, always wanna eat Laksa. So heavy my head...but had to drag myself up to shower.
We had our laksa + rojak. Back home, I shower...Gavin called around 8.45pm, will pick me up at 10pm wor. I was hungry, i made tuna toast, shared with Max n Ron, quickly change. Gavin & Danny only turned up 10.30pm. Nasib baik I din put heavy makeup, just powder n lipstick, otherwise my ICI also lutt chatt !

I had great time at Glo. A bunch of happy go lucky friends. They went to Greenhouse for supper but I wasn't feeling too good to eat :P

Sun
I didn't wake up till 4pm ! Head still felt heavy. I had to get off bed to shower, wash my hamster's cage, walked Max and wiped his pee in the kitchen. So tired. Meow waited for me. 5.45pm left house, bought flowers at Batu Lanchang Market, visit Mom, went to Gurney Plaza...so hungry, close to 21 hours on empy stomach....we had 1901 hotdog + waffle (leomag) - i only took like 3 bites of the waffle...too sweet for me.
We browsed around, looking for Meow's gift. Actually, anniversary was on Fri...but I was too bz. On Thurs, he asked "Tomorrow, u dun have to eat dinner?" I replied "Aiyo, what dinner, my dinner will be Nescafe + Kiam Piah (biscuits), where got time, qtr end leh" Few seconds later....I was like...Ohh....hehehe...can we celebrate later ? I totally forgot abt our 2nd Anniversary :P Lucky thing...he was quite understanding...i tell u, working in my company, if yr partner not understanding enuff, sure always quarrel or early early 'liao ean'.

He couldn't find anything ngam...I bought two books "A Baba Malay Dictionary" (recommended by Allan and "A Tapestry of Baba Poetry". I want to know more abt my heritage...my dad's mom is a Nyonya.
Supper - Nasi Kandar, fattening hor ? Boh pien la...late liao ma. What else to eat wor.

Mon
I slept till 11am...so shiok. The only Monday I dun have to wake up early to do some stupid reports...Anyway, I still did the reports much later. No one chase pun...I think they dun read my reports la. When I sent out, so many Out Of Office (OOO) mails came back. I LS twice, must be the curry la, my rice 'banjir' with gravy !
Meow came back early. I forgot to bring back my payslips...in my office drawer. He fetched me to ambil, then to Naza Autobinee....change my booking to MyVi. I insisted for next month, Meow tried talking me into waiting for 2007's car...he said at least when resell won't waste a year. But if Jan, I will be busy wif qtr end again wor. And of coz other reasons la. We had very early dinner at 5pm. I had some loh bak.
He went for badminton at 8pm, I was already hungry. Had some keropok and a cup of Nescafe. So hungry now!
Sui eh called me afternoon...back from China for her sister's wedding..ok, will arrange for gathering with gang.

Upcoming event / Plans
Tues night - Dinner with Ah Chik/Chim/Jim/Jason/Dad/Sako/Mako/Meow
Wed - work, beads maybe
Thurs & Fri - take off days / work from home, dinner with Sui Eh ?
Sat - Laksa ? Buy beads ...Glo again ? Wait for Gavin to reconfirm
Sun - Free n easy - i need to rush two bracelets for 2 different brides.

13 - 15 Nov : Back to work but heard there's Sales' Kick Off at Genting...dunno invited or not but dun think I want to go pun.
15 Nov : Jee Kor/Ah Tiong/Ivan arriving from Sydney
16 - 18 Nov : Dept's Kick off trip ? To be confirmed
18 Nov : Small See's wedding Dinner
19 Nov : Small See's wedding registry
25 Nov : Wedding dinner
26 Nov : UPR's sales (beads & decoratives)
1 Dec : Another summon - Wedding dinner (koyak liao)

Chia lat...looks like not much time to rest. I shall try my best to enjoy n catch up with family and friends.
May not update here for a while.

Count Down - 2 Days left

Cannot wait already, 2 days plus to go ! KNS !
I damn hate Qtr end. Really drained out and feels like bones breaking, head heavier...eyes red red !
One guy said I walked like floating...haha, i replied "ya, more like Zombie".

Breakfast at 3pm....sleep at 3am (if lucky)...

I soooooo need to Sleep. Dun care, will sleep at least 15 hours this weekend.
Meanwhile...I still need to continue being 'fireman' for the next 60 hours !
Gambate ~!

Praying hard for everything to go smooth !
Ha...I also got poem.

Stupid end of Quarter,
Farking requestor,
Everything want faster and faster !
Me one person how to cater?

They dun care and perli I no put in effort wor
Now this sounds like war
My blood boiled and temperature soar
u bettter pray for Tsunami, flood or heavy downpour !!

Hehe...no worries. Nevertheless, I have to remind myself with this Quote :

I shall allow no man to belittle my soul by making me hate him.
-Booker T. Washington

God Bless, Amen !

Busy month

It's that time again. 4 times a year. Every Jan, Apr, July & Oct. I am like in prison. I have slave for 7 days a week for whole month. Standby 24x7.

Friends dun understand why I cannot meet them. Family dun get it why I am so busy. Beads biz kena postpone. Celebrations/gatherings have to reject or postpone.

Pain on shoulders, wrist, back, joints increased. Eyebags heavier, dark circles more obvious and most fear : Sick !! Ahhh...I always get sick during this month 3.
Tension, stress, sleepless nights (yes, I dun sleep sometimes), mood swing, lotsa nagging to myself, short temper (kesian Meow), etc.

Oh...and of coz....more Nescafe !
If u still have no idea what I am talking about, it's quarter end for my company fiscal year. I can't wait till Nov 4!! Somemore yesterday buta-buta kena slammed down on the phone by my sales...I helped her so what ? No thank you but threw her temper on me....kanasai, part shortage what can I do? Sigh !

Oh...not to forget, I won't be enjoying the long holidays next week. So Happy Deepavali and Selamat Hari Raya to those celebrating. I have to continue jadi hamba and slave round the clock.

I am trying not to take it too hard on myself this quarter. Dun care...my health more important.
(Say only...hehe...dunno can or not). So, wish me luck !
MIA for awhile first. Take care all.

I Love YOU

What do u do when someone close to you told u he/she wanna commit suicide on MSN ?
What can u do when that person is thousand of miles away from you ?

PANIC !! I was really panic, this is the second time I felt this way. First time was when my close pal told me she wanna end her life and then off her hp.
This time, it's much worse coz this is someone very very close to me. I was lost for awhile, head spinning and thinking hard what to do.
I picked up my hp and started dialing...no answer, try again, still no answer. I was told not to call, not in the mood to talk to me.

I had to continue with the chat, trying my best to console. Why is it so hard this time ? I thought I could do it almost effortlessly, that's what most of my frens said.
They said I am good at consoling them whenever they needed advise or an ear. But this time, it's not working well. I felt more n more pek cik !
I wish I could be there, right next to her. My tears couldn't stop rolling down my cheeks, all over my pillow, bed. I was sitting on my bed then.


God, I do not mind exchanging anything to make her happy. Take my life if you need to. I only have one of her.

I wish I could make her see there's more to life than what she thought. I may not understand the pain or difficulties she's going through, but I believe these are trials to make her stronger. I pray that she will see things more positively and understand happiness lies in your hands. If u feel sad, u need to do something to overcome it and not stay in the darkness, plan and make yourself happy. Sometimes, little things can make us happy. There's plenty ahead of us, take one step at a time. Don't always feel angry and create 'distance' among ppl around you. Cool down, things will seem easier when u are calm.

I hope you feel better, remember, no matter what happens, We love You, God Loves You, I love You and your son Loves U !! Now, u need to Love Yourself :)

Jan 04 2006 - Guys also TYM ma

Sako fetched me to work since dad wanted to watch football midnite, passed Sako the money.
She asked if Dad gives the insurance $, I just said yes - actually I chipped in (RM 150). I didn't ask from dad and I also dun wanna cause any problem btwn them. So keluar from my own pocket.

I was sneezing a lot whole day, took medicine from clinic.
I had curry mee. Meow TYM again? He didn't want to drink / eat. Sometimes it's also hard to catch what guys are thinking...and they say girls are complicated wor.