Joez - Simply me

Tuesday, May 31, 2005

May 30 – Sharing is Learning

I couldn’t sleep much last night, maybe slept too much earlier…and Skywalker was biting the cage whole night. I was having flu too, lucky thing I took Panadol flu…if not for dancing class on Mon, I would’ve called in sick.

Had a long con-call till my ear felt painful. Then it was lunch time…Gavin wanted to go ask for Celcom statement, the call centre told him to go BJ – 3rd floor, however the counter guy said they are too small to provide such service. Apa ni ? The Customer (Call centre) service ppl not helpful at all…somemore told him cannot compare Celcom with Digi….what kind of service is this ? Imagine if I were to tell my customers that ? Not professional at all. Anyway, we had Sushi for lunch…tah pao Sunrise, got Vitamin C, I hope. Actually I felt better.

I told Gavin abt how I felt, I am glad there’s some close pals to let out…
This afternoon I talk to Lilian (nope, not 5xmom) but a colleague in another dept. She told me how she managed to let go of her ex of 5 years. She too was miserable, keeping to herself, asking why this why that…until a cartoon (Peanut – Charlie Brown) struck her to her senses. She then realize how bad her ex treated her and she thanked God for saving her. Hmm…maybe when I am free, I should try that…write down a list on the negative stuff and hopefully I come to my senses!

C.Heen came over to me out of sudden and asked “Do u want to watch movie?” I looked at him, unsure what to reply….he whipped out a DVD and said “Nah, lend u this”…then walked away….duh….! For a moment, I was stunned….hmmm….weird…my sis always said he’s kinda weird.

My dancing class was cancelled, dunno which idiot overwrite over booking for the townhall. Poor John (instructor), he reached liao but had to turn back.

I stayed back finishing my report, Gavin dropped me home…Meow was playing badminton with colleagues. After his game, he came over. We were to lazy to go out, so had instant noodles at my home. I think he knows I am not feeling too good these days, yesterday Meow seems to treat me very nice…. :)

May 29 – My Understanding Guy

I slept for 12 hours ! Meow was hungry but he let me sleep and survived on some snacks. Poor thing. I was suffering from backache when I woke up, slept too long…ah po liao…my bones like a granny.

We had our first meal of the day at 5pm…curry fish head…nope, meat. Then he sent me to office to continue with my report while he play his PC games. That what then I bumped into Jean and had the conversation about my ex and his new gf.

I worked till around 10pm and we had so called supper. I asked Meow if he knows I am sad. He pretended not knowing…until I made him say…he said nicely to me….”after so long, u still sad over yr ex? Something wrong…”

Well, in a way I was glad to let it out, I dun wanna keep what I felt from Meow…and also I was glad that Meow didn’t show anger…he was so understanding. What am I thinking? I have my Meow who’s so understanding here…and I was feeling bad over my ex? Sigh ~~ ! I guess it must be the ‘bo kam muan’ part.

Sunday, May 29, 2005

More signs...

Is this coincidence or what ? I subscribed to daily astrology last time and this is what i received for today...

The Moon enters imaginative Pisces at 4:09 pm EDT, stirring up feelings from the realms of fantasies. In addition, sweet Venus tensely opposes dark Pluto, bringing more hidden feelings to the surface. Emotions build; passions mount. We now have the chance to dredge up issues of power, and jealousy, but this may not be an easy process. Still, it's better to face the issues than to ignore them. And with logical Mercury harmonizing with karmic Chiron, we are given the tools to heal what we have remembered from the past.

I met Jean when I was going into office...this is the conversation between us :

Jean : Hey, u know...yr ex and C.M.Ling...they are...
Me : On ?
Jean : Yeah...
Me : How u know ?
Jean : Saw told me...he told Saw.
Me : Yup, I met them yesterday.
Jean : Oh, did they hold hands ?
Me : I didn't see that...
Jean : well...i dunno...emm...
Me : Tell me something...are u close with her ?
Jean : We used to be in the same team, but never liked her...
Me : Oh, why do u say that ?
Jean : Everyone says she is wild...
Me : She still smokes ?
Jean : Yeah...and she er....*whispers* ..sleeps around.
Me : (huh! I did not make that up, so it's true!) Ya...I know...
Jean : But ur ex...we were saying...he must be blinded by love...
Me : Oh, well...maybe this is what he wants...he told me he wants to love the girl more than the girl (stupid me) loves him...hopefully he is happy this way.
Jean : *shake head*...(she looked more disappointed than me)
Me : Anyway, wait till he brings her back to his mom...
Jean : Ya...dunno how long they will last...
Me : Heh...dunno la...anyway, Meow's out there...go talk to him, gotta work...tata.