Mar 7 – Sweet Meow Meow

Celaka ! Kena fooled by Heavenly's Blog or Dr Liew. But am happy that they are still posting their thoughts/stories/etc. If u wanna improve your English, from Heavenly's Blog is a good place and also not forgetting 5xmom.

I only realized when Meow called me after he left from my place. That time already past midnite. He said “Quick quick, go to Michael’s blog”. I told him I not yet type my blog, later I online then I will read. I asked for hints…he wouldn’t tell me. But he said it’s not really bad news. Ahh…sign of relief. Mana tau, first thing I saw was the middle finger sign…ceh ! Kena fooled teruk. Hahaha…but a good one.

I’ve been very lazy today. Woke up late…I think I loved my room too much. Dragged myself to living room downstairs by 3pm. So, no breakfast or lunch. Tea…I had a cup of Nescafe+condensed milk, one piece (standard size from fruit stall) of papaya, 2.5 biji of Hneoh Pneah (a type of local delicacy with brown sugar stuffed inside). Yeah…0.5 donated to Ron coz he gave me the mercy-puppy-eyes look. Read Friday’s newspapers…ya, me damned ketinggalan (outdated)…last week busy with Meow ma, no time to update.

Sako came over to take CD and letters. I showed her Ryan’s (nephew) pictures on my PC. Meow came from office just as she left. He has badminton at 7pm, so we had burger, something light. After he left, I showered. Saw my diary (1996) which Meow read yesterday. Curious what I wrote back then, I flipped few pages. I realized my ex’s name kept popping up. That time, I was working part time and my ex was in the same branch. I remembered having a crush on him but nothing happened as I was still with 1st ex then. As I read further, I smiled…and before I knew it, I was dialing his number.

He answered after about 4 rings. He was at home. I told him what I just read and we went on chatting. I ended up telling him abt my potential new job. He told me he feels like leaving his, coz no motivation liao, almost a year after promoted, nothing much to learn. I got to know he hasn’t been dating C.M.Ling on 1-1 but in small group. Asked if it was because of what I told him earlier, he laughed…said maybe. Then I asked if his mom tells him anything about this month’s prediction. She likes to consult er dunno who about her sons health/wealth. He asked why…told him I read for Snakes/Dragons, “it’s the month of conflicts for other zodiacs and there are generally more car accidents on the road. The Snakes/Dragons do not cause the accidents but might still meet someone of those high-risk zodiacs or somehow involved”.

He listened, then out of sudden, he asked “How about Meow’s?”. I was stunned for few seconds…without thinking much and in an honest answer, I blurted “Dunno”. Guilt started building all over. He asked “Then why you read mine”. I said “Your sign next to mine ma”.

After a while, I ended the conversation. I began questioning myself. What am I doing? Honestly, I dun really know…but I am pretty sure I am not having any hopes on my ex liao. Of coz I love Meow. Still feeling uneasy, I told Meow I called my ex. He didn’t show any anger, yet he just hugged and kissed me. I felt so sorry…I will try my best not to hurt Meow. He’s the sweetest ! And he really touched me…so much that I can’t hold back my tears now. Meow Meow…I am sorry, I love U !! U are also my hero, thanks for helping to settle the cockroach.

Ya, I saw the pest in my room after we had noodles downstairs. I screamed and jumped. Meow also yelled. Then he said “Celaka, watch horror movies also I never screamed but this idiot ‘ka-chuak’ made me screamed so loud”. Hahaha….although he’s also afraid of Mr Croachy, he braved himself up to save me. Muaakssss !!

WORDS WOMEN USE

Just something I received from a pal and thought of sharing...good one for guys to understand their other half better ;)

FINE
This is the word women use to end an argument when they are right and you need to shut up.

FIVE MINUTES
If she is getting dressed, this is half an hour. Five minutes is only five minutes if you have just been given 5 more minutes to watch the game before helping around the house.

NOTHING
This is the calm before the storm. This means "something," and you should be on your toes. Arguments that begin with 'Nothing' usually end in "Fine"

GO AHEAD
This is a dare, not permission. Don't do it.

LOUD SIGH
This is not actually a word, but is a non-verbal statement often misunderstood by men. A "Loud Sigh" means she thinks you are an idiot and wonders why she is wasting her time standing here and arguing with you over "Nothing"

THAT'S OKAY
This is one of the most dangerous statements that a woman can make to a man. "That's Okay" means that she wants to think long and hard before deciding >how and when you will pay for your mistake.

THANKS
A woman is thanking you. Do not question it or faint. Just say you're >welcome.

Send this to the men you know to warn them about future arguments they can avoid if they remember the terminology!
And send it to your women friends to give them a good laugh!

Mar 6 – I had Breakfast

I promised Meow to have breakfast with him. Anyone who knows me well will be puzzled as I dun usually eat in the morning. I prefer to zzz longer. Even if I wake up early, I would normally skip lunch. Tummy can’t accept much food in the morning.

Had economy char bee hoon, dare not take spicy stuff, still…tummy dun feel so good. Meow’s colleague SMSed asking us to join them for karaoke at Red Box to celebrate one of the guys’ birthday. Those guys can really sing. Ice cream birthday cake after lunch. Luckily the black pepper chicken only small portion.

After K-OK, we browsed around. Saw ex boss with his pretty wife. He knows I am applying to go back, my potential future boss asked him or maybe HR called him. I also saw Corene from K.Services, she came over to poke me. Then I saw another ex colleague from TS who’s quite close with my ex. Later I told ex, he knows abt that guy going there because…C.M.Ling also meeting that guy with another friend but my ex didn’t join in as he didn’t know the other guy, he ‘pai seh’ and afraid C.M.Ling thinks he’s ‘buaya’(of coz he didn’t say the word buaya, he said something like purposely tag along). Waa…enough…within 5 mins can bump into so many ppl I know, Gurney Plaza is definitely not a good place to ‘curi-curi’ ‘pat thor’ (not me of coz)…anytime can see few familiar faces.

Meow accompanied me shopping after his colleagues went back. He helped me select two pairs of trousers and I managed to find a long sleeved dark blue shirt for my convo (with his approval – taste), got silver diagonal lines. Quite expensive even with discounts…broke laa…no more shopping for this month. But I dun simply buy, this time buy got purpose…hehehe, excuses hor ? By the time finish, 5pm…waa…again, 2 hours in Parkson ! Not even one whole floor. Pai seh ~!!

Lepak at Starbucks…wanted to order my favourite Frapuccino Espresso, cashier told me out of order wor (What? I purposely come here and u tell me none?!), nvm, 2nd choice, Iced Caramel Machiato (these 2 beverages not too sweet, strong coffee taste). He punched ...punched cash register and shouted ’Iced-Caramel Ma-chia-tooooo’ as if like singing song while leaving me feeling disappointed. I thirst for Frapuccino Espresso almost one month liao. Out of curiosity and still ‘em kam muan’ I asked him :

Me : U dun have Frapuccino Espresso b’coz of what ? No more espresso?

Cashier : Huh? We have Frapuccino Espresso.

Me : ** Eyes wide wide…head slanted a bit…eyesbrows slightly raised ** But…u told
me none when I wanted to order just now ?

Cashier : ** Eyesbrows raised…jaw dropped **
Oh…u said Frapuccino Espresso ? I heard Espresso coffee.

Me : (Teng lei kor fai) Can I changed it then…I mean if you can undo the punch-ins
** Colgate/Darlie smile **

Cashier : ** Looked at me, look at cash register up down left right, fingers follow
eyes…looked back at me…smiled **
Sorry ma’am…er…maybe next time I can er...** mumbled ** ….u discount next time (walau eh, I
dun want discounts…I want Frapuccino Espresso !! Anyway, wanna give
discounts also like scared scared).

Me : It’s ok, never mind. ** Smiling at him...but feel like shaking him **

That moment, I saw Rachel, the supervisor came over to kepo. Yeah, I knew her from Prangin Mall’s Starbucks before she was promoted…she recognized me coz I always order Frapuccino Espresso until she knows when I said “same”. I jokingly told her, no, not complain…but to tell her I really wanted my favourite drink…poor guy, he kena tarik telinga (ear pulled). Oops !!

On the way back, listened to my Classical CDs (Tchaikovsky & Vivaldi). Bought the cheapest of coz (RM 19.90 each, greatest hits ma). Meow craved for Laksa again. He had one at Yee Hong while I had Chee Cheong Fun.

Back to his place…he’s back with his Mp3…I shooed him to shower so I could kepo others’ blogs for a while. Aiya !! Michael & Doc planning to quite…sad sad sad !! Both of their blogs, part of my Nescafe Blogs leh. I hope everything turns out well for them.
Meow and I spent almost an hour reading Michael’s past postings…and laughing away. Really gonna miss them if if…aiyo…better dun say it.

Called my ex to check if his aunt can get us cheaper rate for apartment rental. He said his aunt not working in that travel agency liao. When I called, he asked if my conversation was gonna be long. I asked why…he said he was somewhere near my house, maybe can go over to talk. I told him I was not home. Waaa…he perli me “Nowadays ppl not at home liao huh”. Discussed about the favour to feed my dogs. He said ok to feed them even on Sat – lunch & dinner plus Sun’s lunch. I guess he feels that he owes me (for hurting me)…this is probably the least he can do. Dunno, I am just thankful he’s willing to help. I am not sure if Meow felt jealous or anything. I just know that after dinner, I am gonna miss him.

Back home, I read about my second month’s prediction from Master So and Lilian Too. This month seems better luck for Dragons. It’s time to start doing what I feel like. Good month for career/wealth. Then type type blog…2 days…waa, damn long…I received feedback from few bloggers…said I very detailed. Hehe…I know…this is me. I loved to write and express my feelings. Sorry if u fall asleep…but this is supposed to be my diary and I am a very forgetful person…so I have to write down almost everything. ;)

Halfway type..see clock, 12.35am, called Meow, he still watching Astro. Asked him to go oink-oink earlier coz got work…not like me…hehehe…still on ‘vacation’. Ok, finally 2am , finished update…now just need to online and kepo. Hopefully tomorrow got good news from Heavenly's Blog
or Dr Liew.

Mar 5 – Lazy Day

Met Y.Nee on MSN, kesian, she only had ‘pao’ for lunch…all her colleagues went out for lunch. We made her join us for late lunch. After lunch, Meow busy on his pc downloading MP3s while I tried to zzz…didn’t really sleep coz the music volume too loud…as I mentioned before, I am a light sleeper…managed to catch a wink or two. He joined me for a short nap.

No mood to go anywhere…after dinner, went back to my place. Dad asked me to help with his presentation slides. No choice…for a while, I become the good daughter, checking on the fonts, aligned those wordings and charts, draw tables, arrows, shift here and there, scratch here and there (this one for my legs, walau eh, those blood suckers having great time on my legs, I think they know I cannot move my legs with the notebook on my lap).

While I was busy ‘touching’ and clicking…touch the touchpad la…and of coz scratching my leg with my toes…hands occupied ma…Ron my dog, spat out a big fat dead rat (almost the size of my heels – size 8) on the patio. He damn ‘hao lian’(show off), standing and looking at three of us, waiting to be praised. This is the second rat he caught within a month. Meow said Ron is doing the job of a cat as well. Dad rewarded Ron with pet biscuits…complimenting Ron “Waa..yr sis and mom also couldn’t cat it, not even yr dad, good boy…good boy”. Not fair ler…I said “Of coz they cannot catch la, 3 of them at the back…rat also won’t go near them la”.

No time to pat Ron yet, have to fast fast drag here and there, resize, bold…legs damn itchy liao….finally slides done, 1am already. Reheat the Laksa we ‘tah pao’ earlier…ya ya…I know, eat again. Meow loves Laksa…and we couldn’t get Laksa around our area at nite, had to make do with the not-so-yummy-laksa from the food court near my house. Oh, speaking of the food court, the famous AKI Pancake moved to Supertanker at Lip Sin liao…that will be bad for the food court but no problem for me, we frequently eat at Supertanker hawker centre.

Of coz, too full to sleep, I forgot what I was busy with, but Meow wanted to read my diary, any diary from last time. Managed to dig one out, 1996. Mostly about my classes and 1st ex. That time Sako (3rd Aunt) forbade me to ‘pat thor’ (date) with 1st ex, scolded la, slapped la (coz I went out with my 1st ex)…it was really a trial for my relationship with him. 1st ex not rich ma…aunt dun like him…and even though that time I already 20yrs old, to her and my dad, I was still too young to date. Sigh…dun wanna write too much about past la. Dunno why Meow’s so interested to know about my past…I hope he won’t get too jealous. So far, I am glad he still treats me the same. I fell asleep around 4am.

Woke up around 5am, go toilet…bladder weak ma…aiyaya ..Cockroach !! 2nd one liao…earlier Meow almost stepped onto one. I think maybe the wife came looking for dead hubby. This time no one to help me, Meow in dreamland already…luckily I not yet start pee leh…I jumped so fast, I think Mr Croachy did not realize my presence. I grabbed one of my aerosol cans (got 2 cans in my room, not kiasu yeah, but damn scared of that pest!), **spray… spray….spray** eeeyerrrr….six-legged pest still crawling…more ** pssssssssttttttttt…..pssssssssttttttttttttt ** (sorry Mother Nature, this one no choice, I am not like Alphonso,
got time to prepare his weapon some more. Finally, it went topsy-turvy and looked like ‘chao kan’, phew !! Enough of cockroaches within 6 hours !! Back to zzzzzz.

Mar 4 - Busy day

Last nite, unexpectedly, I saw my ex online for few minutes (11.30pm). I said hi to him and asked if he didn't go for badminton. He said back home liao. He just reinstalled his Windows and reconfigure some settings. After that he went off line, didn't even say bye, no manners.

Anyway, I did not design my beads for handbag until this afternoon. I got hooked with others blogs and did not realise the time until Meow called me. He was already home and about to zzz.

Today I didn't get much rest. Stay at home also busy wan eh...Meow asked me to join him & his colleagues for lunch. Then I helped him to pay his car loan...no parking space available ma. Back home, I wanted to watch Astro at 2pm, but I thought to myself, since got 15 minutes to spare, I can quickly help dad do his training slides...but...mana tau, he called and said he's coming home for awhile. He passed me 3 more pages...so...when I checked the time after the last slide (add in animation, beautify the slides leh), it was almost 4pm.

Since PC still on, I decided to design my beads...so I did...4.30pm, satisfied. 1 more hour...what to do leh ? Saw my piles of clothes....it's been long long time since I last iron them...ok lo, can burn off some calories. I had one full hour of muscle building for my right arm...felt like I just came out from sauna...10 mins more before Meow finish work...quick...quick...shower...of coz I use water sparingly. Hp rang...Meow called but my hair, hands...all foamy with shampoo...aiya...rushed to grab my hp...inches away...can hardly hear what he said...told him to wait in car if he arrived early.

We went to town for dinner...Prangin Mall....hehehehe....yes, I shopped again...bought a pair of heels which Meow helped me to choose (he's now so pro with heels, he knows my taste liao). I practically went into almost every shoe shops. Got myself a black cardigan plus a pink top. Poor Meow, he looked tired...so we left after 2 hours there. When leaving, he said "Huh...shopped so long, baru one floor ?" Yeah...we did not even reach level 2. :P

After Citibank, we decided to go home....passed by Esplanade, I jokingly said I wanted Rojak...he made a turn and yes, we had delicious rojak...loved the Bali pineapple....one plate mixed fruits with prawn paste....too yummy, not enough, we got second helping. Back to his place...watched Stephen Chow's movie...laughed too much...hungry again....roti canai for supper.

Ok, I better go zzz now, he's already sleeping....and btw, dad agreed to go KL with us. I think must be his gf advised him...hehehe. I will update my blog next week. Have a nice weekend la.

Mar 3 – Girls vs. Sports

Last nite I bumped into KS on MSN. He was about to log off…he asked what time I sleep, 5am again ? Hehehe…actually 4am. I just love nite time. It’s cool and quiet. It’s a waste sleeping too early especially when I am jobless now :P Of coz I know not many would agree with me…these are people who prefer waking up early, going for breakfast, doing so many things while I am still on my 96cm x 195 cm single bed surrounded by 7 pillows/bolsters & two doggies (soft toys)…not to mention I have two blankets. No wonder Meow complains my bed too crowded. I had to put away some when he slept over. I have to put something to cushion my right arm and wrist. RSI (Repetitive Strain Injury) which I suffered for almost 3 years. My ex-company upgraded stupid applications that require more mouse clicks and almost zero key press. And they dun bother much about ergonomics…unlike my most recent company whereby they actually have a special project on ergonomics to minimize mouse clicks and key press.

Aiks…I bring u all to “Holland”, sorry sorry…back to today. Of coz I had to wake up early to catch my American Idol, and more or less like yesterday, I continued watching some Chinese series while catching up on yesterday’s news plus Sunday’s ‘KPC’ Tell it to Thelma section. Dad came back early today, he helped me to buy bankdraft and posted my Graduation forms. He bathed the 4 dogs. Me ? Lazy and hot…ya, it’s baking hot downstairs, so I went up to my room…air-cond, my savior. I made another bracelet, simpler one, within an hour. I was damn hungry but it’s 5pm…another hour’s time Meow would bring me for dinner. Look around room…ah ha…Mamee snack. Crunchy but a bit too salty….nope I didn’t put in the additional flavouring…wanna die meh.

Feeling a bit sleepy, I laze around maybe get a nap before Meow calls. HP rang…M.Shya called. Checking how I am doing, she on MC. Poor her…her lady boss chased her for updates and ‘perli-perli’ her…inhumane boss…didn’t even bother to ask how she is…instead scolded her for not giving real time update on shipment. And I thought she’s an old maid…pity her husband and kids.

After dinner, we went to Meow’s place. Y.Nee called to chat for a while. She thought my interview is today.

Meow fell asleep while I pulled his beard…no hair is to grew beyond 2mm!! He looked tired. I asked him not to go for badminton but he insisted…reminded me of my ex for a while. I always feel that my ex put priorities on his sports. Maybe I am just afraid Meow would be like him. I know I should not compare or worry too much, silly me. After all, sports is the only fun they have besides us - girls. I’ve learnt from my past relationships that men who love sports can hardly sacrifice their sports for anything, unless it’s the mother or something that’s really important. Sigh ~!!

Back home, 9.30pm, I sent my ex SMS telling him that I need the favour (help feed my dogs) from him after all, my sis managed to persuade my dad to go. I asked if it’s ok with him and to let me know. 3 minutes later, unexpectedly, he called. Could hear noisy background, he’s having dinner. Funny though, his first question was “Where are u?” Hmm…why would he wants to know ? I told him anyway, acting normal. But later I did ask if he’s not going for badminton (I know he plays badminton every Thurs too). He said later, now eating. He said should be no problem…and maybe will come over one day for ‘orientation’. I thanked him…gosh, we sounded so formal.

Wanted to take shower, but I saw there’s still some dye left. Hmm…since my grey hair still visible, I combed onto my hair and left for 10 mins…hoping that all my hair still intact after I wash out the dye. Phew~!!

A bit tired now…will lepak on the net for awhile. Maybe design my beads later if I still have the mood.

Mar 2 – Persuasive skill

Before my alarm goes off, Meow reminded me to call Sako, need to ask if she wanna go for my convo. I curi tidur back for another 15 minutes.

I had one butter roll while watching American Idol. Purposely wake up to catch the repeated session coz missed last nite’s 8pm one. Called my ex to ask him about some convo stuff and also for a favour. I asked if he could help feed my dogs (in case my dad agrees to go). He said ok. Well, he knows my dogs and my dogs know him…so, the best choice left. I asked if he wanted to know the reasons C.M.Ling felt guilty about what she did last time. He said yes.

Well, actually I contemplated for few days liao…to tell or not to tell him. So I did…and I felt better, like getting burden off my chest. I asked if he felt I was trying to get even or ‘bo kam muan’, he said no…appreciate me telling him. Somehow, he was trying to protect himself…saying that he has other targets as well and what sort of person he has changed into…he’s trying to loosen up on things a bit. Of coz I did not condemn that girl…I even said probably she was young and mixed the wrong group, she might have repented or in the process to…but in terms of her outlook, she probably get used to it and enjoy the luxurious lifestyle she used to have. The rest…I leave it to him…he can observe lo…well, my job as a friend is done. It did cross my mind that it will be sweet revenge if he gets heart broken and she made his mom upset if they pair up and assuming she is really who she used to be…materialistic, wild…but then I dun believe in revenge. After all, he was my best pal…but now, maybe just a normal friend.
Not able to online, I went thru Sammi’s MP3 songs, which I bought last year…trying to find few of her favourite songs.

Telekom guy came at 2.45pm. Surprised coz according to dad, they will send someone within 48 hours ! 48 hours is definitely absurd. How am I to update my blog series eh? I am sure my ‘fans’ will worried about my disappearance leh.

Telekom guy changed the phone as well. Nice guy, he even offered to check the connection upstairs (my room). I had late lunch after that guy left, dad cooked chicken casserole. After lunch, I became couch potato, surfing Astro channels till 5pm before I decided to empty my bowel for the 3rd time…yep, colon cleanser pill’s effect.

Tried connecting to Net…disconnected few times. Y.Nee SMSed to ask how I was. My guess is that she might be wondering what happened to me as I did not update my blog…MIA?! Hehehe…I managed to upload my blog and said hi to her…then I got disconnected. I am considering streamyx la….maybe few months later la. See how…coz dad and I dun really use net that much. If I start working, I might use net less at home…and I dun download movies or stuff. Maybe not needed at all. Anyway, connection at night or should I say…midnight, is ok.

Meow came over. After shower, went to withdraw $ for dad and the bankdraft. Western food for dinner…ya ya I know, fattening food again. :P
Went over to his place for awhile since coffee shop nearby his place. He wanted to dye hair, so went back to my place. Sis-in-law gave me a pack of Loreal hair dye on CNY eve and Meow has been excited about it weeks ago. He kept pestering me to dye hair. Hehehe…so guess what ? We helped each other to dye. This is the 2nd time. First time, we dyed our hair Ruby red. This time…TITAN Red Mahogany. To me it looks like maroon mix with a little purple. Managed to cover most of our grey hair. Yep, he has the gene too. My sis, bro and I all have grey hair since young. After 2 hours messing with each other’s hair, I felt hungry. We went for Lok-Lok. Had some meatballs/fishballs…still not full, I had some of dad’s chicken after talking to sis. Must eat la, he cooked a lot leh.

Salute my sis, she managed to persuade my dad to attend my convocation. She called as soon as I entered the house after supper with Meow. I told her my dilemma. Dunno what she said to dad but dad agrees to go KL. However, he said he will fly down on that morning. Aiks, ‘sempat ke’ ? I told him ceremony starts at 10am, before that need to take pix leh. Then, he said maybe he can follow his salesman la…hiya…dunno la. I let him decide what he wants but I told him I can ask my ex to feed the dogs or we can go after feed them dinner. Now I have to think of where and how many rooms to book. Luckily it’s not peak season. But whatever it is, it’s great that dad’s going. Thanks to Sis, you are the best, Sis !

Mar 1 – Officially jobless

I slept around 5am I think. Was checking mails/reading blogs/chatted with my sis & Jason.
Jason was preparing for his exam. Hope he did well.

Woke up few times but due to endless dreams I had, I continued my beauty sleep. Every night, I will have continuous dreams…one after another. I dunno how to stop dreaming, it’s just so damn exhausting. I think I also have insomnia problem.

I managed to crawl out of the bed around 2pm. Thinking that it’s a good day to start my diet, went downstairs, saw a packet of Hokkien Mee dad bought for me. Extra big some more. Ok, diet kena postpone. Took half hour to finish my noodle over Astro, some Chinese series…reminded me of my ex…I cried. I hated that…I shouldn’t be crying over him. I dunno why. But that does not mean I love Meow any less.

I remembered I had to call Informatics. So I did. Damn, the BIT Admin department like shit. They did not inform me about my graduation in April as promised. Really pissed off with them. And I have to send two stupid forms to KL, to reach IDP Education Dept by this Saturday. I had to fill in how many guests going…headache liao. My plan is to buy one extra ticket for Sako…and Meow and dad will go. Dogs…problem here…who will feed the four dogs ? I was thinking of sending them to pets centre. When I told dad abt the graduation ceremony, he suggested that Sako feed the dogs…but I said maybe she wanna go as well. Then dad said in that case, he will stay, let her go. Duh ~!! I have yet to ask Sako, will ask her tomorrow. I am afraid she will ask dad to go…how how how ?? If like that, might as well I dun attend. Ask USQ to send me, I go photo studio take picture, better still. Save the RM 200 ( + RM 60 per additional guest) and hotel rooms, toll, fuel, etc. Honestly, I dun really mind about the whole graduation thing. Not excited at all. If go also, I am more excited about shopping and spending time with Meow. But if go with dad/sako, then cannot shop liao hor. Sigh ~!!

I told dad about my interview next week. He asked me again if it’s really what I want, the job he meant. He asked me to go to church….with Meow…Sat nite. “Huh? Sat nite, happening nite wor” I candidly blurted out. Oooops ! Terrible mistake. Kena ‘sound’. He said “God is more important than anything else”. Guess what my response was? The usual “Hehh….” *** smile *** and then cabut to my room.

Had my shower, Meow just dropped me back from his place and supper. We had early dinner with his colleagues. Went to his place, tried printing the forms from USQ. Insufficient ink. I have to try printing tomorrow or maybe can ask Meow to help print. Will try to print first.

Showered, hmm…Meow still hasn’t called as promised. Called Meow, no answer. He called back later, his Astro some problem but ok liao. Told him about the church thing, he asked why…er…told him to experience and feel-feel….he said dun want can ah ? Of coz I dun force ppl…as I dun like to be forced as well. But maybe one day, I might drop by lo. But dun wanna go alone. Anyway, to me, serving the Lord…not necessarily at church. Don’t tell me that a person who attends church frequently is a devoted Christian while those who do not, isn’t ? Hmm…only God knows best.

Siew Siew called me when Meow was napping, me reading blogs…she was also curious why I asked to send mails only to my yahoo account.

Noor SMSed me in the evening telling me she bought me Nasi Lemak for breakfast, mana tau, I ‘MIA’. Pai seh, so sweet of her. I can’t tell her much as her hubby is good pal of Zul, my ex-boss. My guess is that Intan told her coz I met Intan at Allstaff yesterday.
I received a call from the company but I did not pick up. I thought, if really important, that person will leave message, nope, then must be someone wanna kepo why I disappear.

Feel a bit sien…today mood not so good. Pity Meow had to bear with me, he’s very patient. I stumbled into his mails with bitch, one year ago…waaa…he promised her that no matter who she is, where she go….bla bla bla…he would always love her. Suddenly I got scared. Will he keep his promised? I started crying…he woke up asking what happened. At first I just shook my head. I know la…silly me…go kepo his stuff, and got my self upset over nothing. I like the way he asked me why I cried…so caring, so tender. When I told him that I snooped into his mails…he just wrapped his arms around me to comfort me. I asked how many percent he cater his love for me (last time before broke off, he mentioned I was only 70%). He said I am his 100% love. :))
I know la…silly me…but cannot control my emotions ma. Thank God Meow is understanding. He really warms my heart. I am going to bed smiling in my dreams. Nite nite.

P/S : Phone line problem, cannot dial in. Teng ~!!

Feb 28 – Eventful Day

Woke up around 10am, sent Sue my cousin SMS to wish her – Birthday. We are 40 days apart , been close since young. Went back to sleep.

Sako rang up to remind me about lunch. I was still sleeping. She said will call before coming over. Next thing I knew, she was knocking on my bedroom’s door. She waited for me to shower. Went to Tesco for lunch. We then browsed around. I bought air freshener and a pair of Bermuda shorts. Told Sako that my ex is interested in C.M.Ling. Her first reaction was laughed and said “Yr ex wanna ‘kek’ his mom is it ? This girl has no patience/respect for elders. She is after ‘big fish’. Good la…let him get it (pou ying).” I am not sure if I can bear to see them together. I have to admit I still have not let go 100%. But I am sure that I love Meow now. Meow treats me many many times much better than my ex. He has been very patient. He said he understands and maybe another 2 – 3 weeks, I may be able to let go more.

My good friend called me to provide some updates. I have to go meet the bosses next Thurs.

Reach home 4pm. Shower again, weather damn hot ler. Tried online to check whether my pay in or not, thanks Meow for reminding me. I was disconnected for more than 10 times, so I asked him to help check. In already, great! After work, he came to fetch me to Allstaff outsourcing agency. Saw Intan my colleague there to sign her new contract, converted permanent under Allstaff. I was shocked to know that she is tied with 2 months notice. Kena conned liao.

I gave my letter. I had to create some stories. After some 30mins ‘hoo-hahh’, the branch manager let me leave. She made me promise to call Cheong, the big boss of Allstaff. I was dead hungry. Felt guilty Meow had to wait with me, he had badminton game at 7pm. We shared a plate of economy rice coz he cannot eat too much. Cheong called asking for further details on my sudden exit. I shared with him as well on dissatisfaction among fellow contract workers. He asked if overloaded was my reason to leave. I denied. Just said I got better offer. Meow left for his game nearby.

I went shopping alone at S.Square. Cheong called again asking if I could go back for few days to pass over my stuff. Hahahaa….I told him I’ve passed all that was needed before I went on leave last week.

Then I shopped happily. It was nice…I was practically the only customer in the ladies floor. 7.30pm – 8.30pm…no aunties, no youngsters to berebut-rebut…no children screaming or running around. Shiok nya. U know…sometimes, I saw this nice blouse, just about to take a look, out of no where, two hands popped onto the same blouse, blouse pressed again body, measure-measure (damn kiasu)….my eyes trailed up to the face…walau eh, Aunty lai wor! *** Faint ***. Dunno if my taste downgraded or Aunty damn ‘yeh’ (in). Of course I dun touch the same blouse liao la. Luckily today no such occurrence.

9pm, Meow came to find me, surprised to see me with so many blouses. 5 only la, some 50% discount. I bought all including 3 bra-straps, baru RM 160+ nya. Blouses for my next job ma.

Headed home. After shower, we have no idea where to eat. Instant noodle, cheap and good. Dad went upstairs for nap, so we had TV to ourselves. Meow busy filling in his brain with Discovery Channel and National Geographic while I also ‘em chap shu’ (on par) with The Star.

I made him take “pei par ko’ for his cough before he left around 12am. I hope he recovers soon. I am hoping to sleep late late tomorrow. Can still relax for about 2 weeks if my next job is confirmed. Should be starting around mid March. Otherwise, do what I enjoy first.

Feb 27 – Farewell to S.Ping

Meow came over after his breakfast. Continue zzz. We had late lunch at BB – laksa !! Mine with extra of ‘Heh Kho’ (prawn paste). After that Meow went over to his relative house to help install some PC stuff while I clear my messy room. File my bills as well. Later S.Phing & S.Ping came. S.Ping showered while we waited for ex (waiting for his car – polish). Managed to get hold of T.Hooi who joined us much later. 7.15pm, everyone was hungry. We picked up my ex. Saw his dad when I went down to call him. His dogs couldn’t recognize me, barking at me…half year liao hor, hmmm….

Delicious dinner (Choo-char) at Sg. Ara. Packed with ppl, we had to wait for around 10 mins before we managed to grab at table. I think we waited almost 30 mins before our 6 dishes were ready. Could see my ex bored. He was playing with his hp or miles away.

It was still early after dinner. S.Ping’s flight delayed an hour, 11.30pm. We went to Krystal Point’s Chill Up for drinks. No live band that night. Too few customers, maybe. We were the only table if were exclude an Indian guy filling up his belly with beer.

Found out T.Hooi got married in Jan. He appeared much calmer this time, can perli-perli some more. Ex disappeared for quite long, on hp. Meow was having nose block, air cond too cold for him. He still a little flu and cough. S.Phing will start her new job soon – Unit Trust. S.Ping will go for one month vacation – Australia, then probably Canada for her Masters. We dropped her at the airport at 10.30pm. Gave her a good hug. Not sure when can see her liao. Next, dropped my ex home. On the way back to his house, he asked where I am working. I said, nowhere. He perli abit. I dun wanna tell much as well. Let him think whatever he wants. S.Phing’s car at my house. Said good nite to her. Meow didn’t wanna leave yet. Went into the house. He wanted to sleep in, I very much wanted him to, but cannot ler, next day he has to work ma. Miss him la…when he left. I couldn’t sleep yet but too lazy to update my blog, so I browsed Sat’s Star for jobs. Mostly in KL wan eh. Next morning will have lunch with Sako. I was dead tired…AV (aunty visit)…stomachache. Woke up few times to wash and change pads. Sien nya…these are times I envy guys….so damn ‘ho mia’.